lonexsailor

LEAVE YOUR NAME AND:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. (If possible.)
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours. (Unless you don't want to I'm not picky) 

So yeah I feel like complete shit right now and who's fault is it? MINE

i dont know why i could ever do such a thing as talk to another girl behind jess's back but i did. it disgusts me and DEF her more im sure...i dont know why but im still with her and even after this we are still talkin on the phone.

after such a shitty day of finding out i failed a class, this, and the rain at the boat...i hope things start to look up. its back to square ONE for us...

and OMG wow...back to one...thats a ironic.
mad weird...oh but anyway, ive lied and messed up something that i cherised so much, took it for granted and now im fighting to keep it alive. i hope it does.

the day started off so well and now baby as you read this lets start over...i love you and well i hope you know thats not a lie.

i will write your letter tomorrow, RIGHT in front of you...save a stamp (jew coming out in me) and yeah even though we've been together approaching 2 months, its back to "zero".

ps: will you go to prom with me? im serious jess!!!! this is not a joke

It's undeniable... that we should be together...
It's unbelievable how I used to say that I'd fall never
The basis you need to know, if you don't know just how I feel,
Then let me show you now that I'm for real...
If all things in time, time will reveal...
Yeah...

One... you're like a dream come true...
Two... just wanna be with you...
Three... girl it's plain to see... that your the only one for me...
Four... repeat steps one through three...
Five... make you fall in love with me...
If ever I believe my work is done... then I start Back at One (yeah)

So Incredible... the way things work themselves out...
And all emotional, once you know what it's all about babe...
And undesirable... for us to be apart...
Never would of made it very far...
Cause you know you've got the keys to my heart
Cause...

One... you're like a dream come true
Two... just wanna be with you
Three... girl it's plain to see... that your the only one for me
Four.. .repeat steps one through three
Five... make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done... then I start Back at One......

Say farewell to the dark of night... I see the coming of the sun...
I feel like a little child... whose life has just begun...
You came and breathed new life
Into this lonely heart of mine...
You threw out the life line... just in the Nick of Tiimmmeeee.....

One... you're like a dream come true
Two... just wanna be with you
Three... girl it's plain to see... that your the only one for me... girl and...
Four... repeat steps one through three
Five... make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done... then I start Back at One.
 

Yup so this livejournal thing is prolly gonna turn into a bad idea lol...i might actually write in it =]

Today was amazing! its so nice out, thankgod spring is here cuz that just means summer is coming and its just gonna be better then all the rest. Mainly because i get to spend it with the best woman ever...I LOVE YOU.

Me, Krause, and Jess laid out after my classes today and tanned a lil. Me and Krause worked on our UPPER THIGHS, LMAO

We went to the dining hall and ate and then got ALOT of PB & J sandwiches. Jess then proceeded to soak me with half her dam water bottle so it look like i peed myself in the morning like 40 yr old virgin or something....................

Well just waiting for my mom to get here at 7...this weekends gonna be hard away from jess, but i guess ill cope. Its hard, she become, well....a great part of my life...and its an amazing feeling having someone i care about so much :)

I LOVE YOU JESS!!!! <33 i'll miss you.

yeah, time to talk to booey on the phone, gotta love this guy...definitely one of my favorite brothers
.peace.

ps: jess your amazing, if that tim 15 character tries anything he shall live with no arms after.

:D hehe <3 you! 

So yes i must agree with the first written post on my livejournal, i do love her like whoa...i dont know exactly how much whoa is, but I LOVE HER TO DEATH and she's possibly the best girlfriend i've ever had...so here begins my life on this livejournal site lol................

........Well bottom-line is I was pressured to get one, and so the amazing sprinkles herself did a fabulous job i must say. I love the background.

So I might as well start off by saying I HATE EXPOS (for those of you not at Rutgers, thats Expository Writing).  Its quite possibly the stupidest, yes STUPIDEST, course thats required.  So as the year is coming to a close expos is nearly finished with. 6 essays of utter bullshit....that translates into 6 near all-nighters with Krause. (possibly the best writing partner ever) So to celebrate our 6th and final essay we decided to drink a lil =]

Last night writing our rough draft we had a couple bottles each and it was quite a fun night writing buzzed lol...i truely think it helped somewhat. Actually, i just now realized this was the only night in which me and krause weren't accompanied in writing our papers by a tall enormous black man from DC who can be said to be white and is running around the dorm currently with a poolstick LMAO.

----pause to talk to jen and jess in togas----- hahahaha
~ god shes beautiful =]


okay, moving on lol.  At about 12:00 am we decided it was COMPLETELY neccessary to drink during expos class the next day during peer review in order to get through the day.  Me and Krause got 8 (4 each) pepsis out of the vending machine downstairs.  I filled my four with a shot of rum each and his a shot of goldschlagger each =] and we put them in the fridges for the next day.
So after making an amazing outline and writing 3 pages of solid work I packed it in and went to crawl in bed with the best cuddler ever ;)

Waking up today I go ready and went to physics class. MAD BORING i cant stand that class but after getting back to the dorm just before expos i packed the pepsis into my backpack and began to drink one....i had to catch up to krause who had already told me he finished his first. I got to class and began on my second. At the point me and Krause made a discovery....

 RUM and GOLDSCHLAGGER IS MEANT FOR COKE, NOT PEPSI.
So the pepsi mix not only madee us feel sick but turns out it helps to make the alcohol work faster. LOL only benefit for us. Our peer reviews, well not really GOOD ones. haha we bullshitted that and after expos began on my third pepsi.

So now i have a meeting to go with the dean of students with bambi...this meeting is about us being caught for "illegal" street signs when we were caught drinking in our dorm room. Its at 3:30 pm.  Kinda ironic since im drunk at this point.  So why not give bambi some LOL. We met with the dam guy, bad news etc etc sucks balls gotta appear with an admin, etc etc Rutgers administration sucks my dick....moving on.

So i drink my last pepsi in my information technology class. I HATE THIS CLASS, if it wasnt for the hispanic dude victor in front of me, cool ass indian i cannot say his name who doesnt smell dude in front of me, and the jewish guy steve to my right who always wears a yamaca (which i do not get the point of those things but thats a whole nother story), I WOULD NOT LIVE THROUGH THAT CLASS. the fucking professor is retarded and doesnt just talk with his hands a lil, he uses them 100% throughout his lecture, pointing at us like we are retarded!!!! i wanna stab him in the eye or cut off his hands or pass this course already whichever comes first who knows.

So i go to dinner with Jess, (I LOVE YOU) and then come back to relax before i go to the frat's elections meeting at 9:00. I ran for Pledge Master against Mooshoe and Bullwinkle. It was a close race but in the end Cam got elected to it. Mooshoe ended up getting elected as Guide and works out perfectly that i will be appointed Pledge Board Chairman :-D i cannot wait i have so many good ideas for the Rho Pledge Class. =] wahahaha suckers.

So now my first entry is done with, I LOVE YOU JESSICA CHRISTIN KELLOGG!!!!!! and now we shall intertwingle <33333

~Vanilla
 

i love jessica christin kellogg like whoa.